Money can't buy happiness? Obviously the answer is not all the time, since there are no absolutes.

These times are exposing some fallacies in our day to day beliefs.

Good people have lost everything to the likes of Bernie Madoff. Some of these people were very wealthy, some were comfortable, some were arrogant fucks that knew what they were doing.

I feel sorry for the innocent and anger towards the guilty. I'm not alone.

There is envy turned to anger. Why should people defrauding others living this great big life while most of struggle? Why are criminals living great big lives? Are they willing to do what it takes?

Is that our fascination with The Godfather movies? They're willingness to do things we are not in the name of their family?

Innocents, brought into this world by a delusional mother of 14. What did care about them? This was all about what she wanted, with disregard for the childrens well-being. Surely someone had to warn her about the health concerns and the money concerns, yet she went selfishly forward.

She's not alone, there are countless people who bring children into this world to "save their marriage" or because they "want" another one, even though they can't provide for the one/s they have.

We are a selfish lot and the most greedy have been unjustly rewarded. I get angrier every time these stories unfold. Money, greed, delusions, self-important, etc. We're having our dark underbelly exposed and it ugliness makes me angry.

I'm not proud of being angry and I hope this passes, but as I write this I hope we can put an end to a lot of this injustice. Lower our self-centered greed reflux to a tolerable level.

Unfortunately, the evidence shows we're just waiting for this tough time to pass so we can get back on the greed train. History shows we're not good at self-sacrifice, sacrifice is usually imposed on us.

Someday maybe will be a little more emotionally mature.

I don't think its now. 

So, I'll just sit here expecting disappointment.